I slip in bed when you're asleep To hold you close and feel your breath on me Tomorrow there'll be so much to do So tonight I'll drift in a dream with you.



I read this on a friends blog and burst into tears... I'm not even joking.. I think the reality of life just hit me really hard.. My babies that I used to cuddle up in bed with and feel their chubby little hands and kiss their foreheads while they slept. Are not babies anymore!
All to often I say the words. "not right now... Just a second .. go play..maybe.. we'll see... Sooner then I know they will quit asking me to play dolls or pet shops. They will lose interest in sharing their stories they wrote or how cool this Poke'mon is..
Life is complicated and i really get hung up on nothing ever being clean or looking right. This quote just brings the true importance of life to light... who gives a crap if the house is messy! I'm sick of fighting a losing battle anyway....lol..A clean house is just that a clean house ... but a home with kids and love and playing has messes.. and i would much rather have a HOME any day...

All American Rejects

Thanks to a great friend me and Brian got free tickets to go to the AAR concert in Vegas on Friday.. I love that band and all their songs.. we had a blast Tim and Teri were roped into going with us and it made it lots of fun... I had a girl friend to dance around with and Brian had a guy to talk to on the ride up and back.. During the concert the security kept making us stop with the pics so we played around in the parking lot after word.. I think Jess may have thought we were all crazy!!!

Geo Cacheing on the 4th... wee woo